aih...
a moment like this, is really the hardest moment for both of us.
aih...
a moment like this, we'd prefer not to have it for the second time.
while Vien was fighting and working hard in office, i fight against a virus to have my health back.
it's fourth day today, since i got the chicken pox. i wonder when can i recover fully. doctor said 2 weeks, while other experienced aunties like my mum and grandma said few days. baby said a week. i don't mind waiting, but just be as quick as possible, this feeling is absolutely horrendous. the only thing that makes me relieved is that it only happens once in your whole life journey.
it's not the scars that makes me disappointed, but the timing i got this chicky pox is so wrong.
as i've posted earlier, i suppose to have a football match this saturday morning. how can i leave my team alone leh? this is our first match since the new PFC is formed. we have went through 3 trainings together and now i cant be there on the pitch with them. how sad.
and then my group is having a wonderful programme together later that day. we'll be having a potluck session with so many people specially and skillfully preparing their own food. such a nice gathering and fellowship. such nice food and people and friendship. such nice idea. but bad timing for me. i might be swimming on that day as well! now, i better concentrating on sleeping lar... aih...
i thought of Job, though compared to his boils, mine only some small dots and commas. but looking at his perseverance and will, he still has the heart to pray and give thanks to God. such a great example to follow.
so i suddenly fell in love with this few words - in moment like this.
during a moment like this, i still will give them to my Lord. no matter how sweet or tough it may be, my God deserved to be praised.
if you knew this song, please sing with me:-
in moment like this i sing out a song i sing out a love song to Jesus in moment like this i lift up my hands i lift up my hands to the Lord singing i love you Lord (3x) singing i love you Lord i love you....
stupid pox!! when i get over this, i'll eat as much KFC as i can to get revenge. heh!! -------- CyrusL |
