This is our blog! 2 authors. 2 different stories, from 2 different backgrounds. 2 different feelings, thoughts and experiences. double excitement, 'blast-er' than double cheeseburger! Wuhu!

Our journeys are... full of obstacles, yet hopeful. full of struggles, yet colourful. full of hardships, yet meaningful. They are unforgettable. memorable. and worth travelling together, one step at a time..

need. like. want.

for now...

Cyrus - To get a bicycle. to learn saxophone. to find a job.

Vien - Happiness, to gain weight.

Companions

| Aaron Lee |
| Chippy |
| David Lian |
| Ee May |
| Ernest |
| Hannah |
| Henri |
| Hooi Ling |
| Iris |
| Jamie |
| Jen Ruw |
| Jenny |
| Joey |
| Kelly |
| Lee Choo |
| Linus |
| Louis |
| Mun |
| Mun Teng |
| Nigel |
| Pei Tze |
| Samantha |
| Seh Weng |
| Sin Huey |
| Sotong |
| Suet Ling |
| Teef |
| Xiao Jun |
| Yannie |
| Yen Teng |
| Yvonne |

Whispers..

the natural sound of music

the tools for the journey

the map, what did it says for today:

Luke 18 : 1 - Then Jesus told his disciples a parable to show them that they should always pray and not give up.

footsteps

September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
March 2009
April 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
December 2009
January 2010
February 2010
March 2010
April 2010
May 2010
June 2010
July 2010
August 2010
September 2010
October 2010
November 2010
December 2010
January 2011
February 2011
March 2011
April 2011
May 2011
June 2011
July 2011
September 2011
February 2012

Thursday, June 24, 2010

my birthday is coming.
that, reminded me that i'm going to be 23.

time flies, i should be happy, or not?
i'm all grown up, smarter, but is it wiser?

i have less time to spend time with my family, and i'm not proud of it. family and loved ones are always first in my list. (*listen, God is not first, but He is the center of all things)

i miss them everytime i pack my bag, getting ready to stay outside, even for a night.
to think back, i don't really enjoy my time in Nilai, every week i have to leave them.
do you know that my favourite time with them now is to be able to wake up in the morning, and have breakfast with them outside, either is it Ah Lai noodles or fishball noodles or even dim sum. i don't care how many times we keep eating the same food, but i just crave for that 'moment'.

i always try to come back whenever i could. after studies i thought i could leave Nilai, but mana tau since training in LCCT now, once again i have to come back to this place. lonely place.

i think the real 'nilai' is in Cheras. i miss them so so much.

my training schedule is a bit weird, some say cute, some say tiring. some even say, wow! so good!

i'm asked to do a 4 days work(2days2nights) and 4 days off pattern.
i'm in Charlie shift now, which starts on this Friday. 10am- 10pm.
every shift is 12 hours. tiring? yea.
Saturday also the same time, meaning i have to skip a youth meeting. (once in .... year)
and then Sunday and Monday 10pm- 10am, midnight shift.

while you asleep, i'm awake.
good news is that i can spend the night watching every planes take off, every planes landing, i can see pretty air stewardess (hopefully i didn't recognize wrongly, haha, i think Thai airways don't fly here often), handsome pilots, i can meet different international people, i can wear ear muff, safety vest bearing the AirAsiaX name, take a torchlight, and feel like a real engineer.

better news is that i can have 4 days off after that! haha. (sunway lagoon anyone? hehe)

some people crave for that. since in normal office hours u can only have 2 and a half days off.

but sometimes, i have to work on weekends. bad news hur.

maybe God has a plan for me. i hope sometimes i can meet Steven Yam sitting there looking at the TV, or Yeeling standing there talking to a middle east man. haha! i hope i can reach out to people.

maybe through this, i can get closer to God. in times like this, prayer can never be lacked of. i grew up in a church where i see many of the 'matured' christians dropped off. i prayed hard, that i'm not one of them.

suddenly i wanna say this.
i'm still youth!
i don't wanna go to the Amp yet. haha.
please, retain me for a year as a mentor. or at least, a commander (it has been my dream even after 2 years already).

just a note to myself as a closing,
after 11 years in the youth, from becoming a member to committee, to asst commander, then designate, commander and finally to mentor, i have 'achieved' much, if not, all.
glory? too much to store.
victory? i often don't look behind.
memory? almost get me drown.

but when i come to this place, i start from zero. nothing.
God is teaching and showing me something.
i was so nervous on the first day. but one thing for sure, God is with me.

one song to ponder guys,
God will make a way. (where there seems to be no way.)
(he works in ways we cannot see, he will make a way for me, and for you.)

double cheers!
this is, Cyrus.
(after a long time).

Spoke at 4:36 PM





You'll Never Travel Alone~** 4:36 PM

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