I found out I don't like big house. Ever since I shift to the new house, no doubt it is very nice because of the latest design and all the new furniture, but still I don't really like it because I think it's big. I can't find my mom easily and I have to shout even louder compare to my old house.

In this big house, I have a bigger room and I have my own toilet. So I hide myself most of the time in my room because once I step out of my room, the house is too big. And finally I understand what baby meant, 3 floors house is really tiring.

Finally I know the reason why I always like those apartments, beautiful apartments. The size is just nice for me, closer to each other.

I am not trying to show off having a big house. It ain't that big compare to a lot of houses but because I like small house, so it consider as big to me. I don't like to show off. Especially with the world nowadays, it is so dangerous to show off what you have. Yesterday night I heard my dad said to me, in my Taman, there 3 indian men created a fake accident to steal a car, they chopped that chinese guy 17 times. But end up they did not drive away the car. That is so crazy. I feel so worry to drive my Honda out.

What has the world became nowadays? When we are poor, we worry about not having enough money. We work very hard to save money to buy things that we want. But once we bought a big car or a big house, then we worry that thief will come after us.

But I know I have God's protection, so I think compare to others, they will feel even more worry.